I miss my family all the time. Being so far away, for so long with only Skype to keep as close becomes frustrating. I can sometimes feel my heart ache when I think about each and every one of them, it hurts me, at times to the deeepest part of my soul.
I am getting married and not one of them will be able to enjoy the celebration, they will only have second-hand stories and pictures of an event they waited my whole life for.
I am so, so deeply sorry to all the truly special members of my family that I have dissapointed… but I can assure you, we are having one hell of a party when we all get together.